"Today is the last day of the first day of our lives" is what my room mate said as we woke up this morning. Today is the last day of the competition and there is a beginning here as well. This whole week has been one of the most memorable experiences of my life. I will never forget all the tears we shed at the children's hospital, all the amazing tours and sites we saw, all the amazing food, and all the laughing sessions we had with the girls, judges, sponsors, and chaperone's. I will never come home the same ever again. Even though this may be my last pageant I am walking away richer than any millionaire in this world (and not just cause we got loaded up with gifts). The knowledge, memories, and experience we have all gained will be the "bumper rails" of our bowling lives. So weather win-lose- or draw I will take this with me to share with any one who will listen. I will tell them my mistakes, my passion for rodeo, my cries, and laughs, because each of the 9 girls walk away still rodeo queens, we were all rodeo queens before we got our crowns. We all supported, promoted, competed, encouraged the sport of rodeo before we came here and we dont need a sash or title to do that! Thank you to all the people here this week who have helped facilitate the change that I will be living by for the rest of my life!And thank you Rachel, my room mate, for being my best friend and sister. For one last time: I miss and love you family, cowboy and friends........ and I will not come home the same.